throwing it all away

Well, I'm not giving up or anything but I had major blow out yesterday. I asked all my family for no chocolate, if they HAD to get me easter eggs just the little ones so I can limit myself and spread it out, but nooo I get a huge lindt egg and bunny (my favourite chocolate!), and 3/4 of the egg are all gone as of yesterday.

I also had dinner at my sister in laws, we went over to just take the kids easter eggs and she insisted we stay for dinner. I'd used up a lot of points already at that stage (this is before my easter egg blow out) so decided as she was doing a BBQ to have lots of salad and limit the meat and extras. ANYWAY, so I had heaps of salad, but then 2 thin sausages, a piece of pork (not sure what it's called but a thin long strip?) two scoops of potato bake that was full of cream and garlic, as well as 3 pieces of garlic bread THEN a piece of cheesecake for dessert .. then I went home and ate that stupid easter egg.

I actually felt sick afterwards, not that I was stuffed full, but like my body just knew i'd eaten too much crap.

Oh, and the last two days I keep eating these things called sipoli, they're an italian thing, kind of like deep fried dough filled with olive and tomato and capers and are SO good, no idea what points they are though, which is bad, because I was guessing 2 points, but hey, they could be 5 or 6 for all I know.

So, there, i've said it, I've admitted it. I will not continue this today, even though I have all this chocolate sitting here, I will resist and only allow what I can within my points.

Lets hope I don't ruin my 1.2kg loss from Thursday!